ATLANTA –
Doug Brunk/MDedge News
Susan Schneider Williams, widow of the late actor and comedian Robin Williams, spoke to more than 1,000 neurologists gathered at the annual meeting of the American Neurological Association.
“With our medical team’s care, for the next 10 months we chased symptoms, but they were so elusive,” Mr. Williams’ widow, Susan Schneider Williams, said during a keynote address at the annual meeting of the American Neurological Association. “One hallmark of LBD is that symptoms appear and disappear randomly. The game whack-a-mole comes to mind. As soon as you think you are about to figure out a symptom, it disappears, and another one pops up.”
Mr. Williams’ medical team included one general physician, one neurologist, one motor specialist, two psychiatrists, one hypnotherapist, one physical trainer, and assorted alternative specialists. “We had been celebrating our second wedding anniversary when Robin started having gut discomfort,” Ms. Williams recalled. “He was tested for diverticulitis [but] the results came back negative. The pain eventually subsided but what was alarming was Robin’s reaction to it. He had a sudden and sustained spike in fear and anxiety unlike anything I’d seen before. By that point, we’d been by each other’s side long enough that I knew his normal baseline moods, fears, and anxieties. This was totally out of character, and I wondered privately: ‘Is my husband a hypochondriac?’ What I know now is that he was exhibiting a notable hallmark of LBD: new onset anxiety, sustained.” Lewy body disease is characterized by more than 40 symptoms, she continued, “and Robin experienced nearly all of them. He was particularly debilitated by fear, anxiety, delusions, paranoia, and as I came to find out later, hallucinations.”
The medical team continued running all sorts of tests, but everything kept came back negative, except for a very high cortisol count. By the late spring of 2014, however, Mr. Williams was diagnosed with Parkinson’s disease. “I was relieved to find out we finally had an answer, but I could tell, Robin was not buying it,” said Ms. Williams, who is a California-based fine artist, author, and brain health advocate. “The motor specialist said it was early and mild and that he’d be feeling better once he adjusted to the medications, [that] he had another 10 good years.”
In an attempt to treat the Parkinson’s and what was assumed to be depression, his care plan involved adjusting Parkinson’s medications, combined with an antidepressant. His physician also recommended a visit to the Dan Anderson Renewal Center in Minnesota, “for enhanced 12-step work to augment his sobriety,” Ms. Williams said. “The hope was this might help with fear and anxiety. Robin was clean and sober for 8 continuous years when he passed. I watched how he gained spiritually in so many ways from all the work he’d been doing, but his brain biology was going in the exact opposite direction. He tried desperately to join the parts of his heart, mind, and spirit, but his brain was pulling him apart. I felt like I was watching my husband disintegrate before my eyes, and there was nothing anyone could do about it. There came a day when we were getting ready to go to one of our dear friend’s birthday party. I came and saw Robin as he lay on our bed, imprisoned by fear and anxiety. Through tears, he pleaded, ‘I just want to reboot my brain!’ I promised him, ‘I know, honey. I swear we’re going to get to the bottom of this.’ ”
The couple was about a week away from choosing which neurocognitive testing facility to go to for further evaluation when Mr. Williams took his own life in his Paradise Cay, Calif., home on Aug. 11, 2014. “Robin was exhausted from the terror coming from his brain,” Ms. Williams said. “He took [his own life] before it could take any more of him.”